This past week some of us celebrated Lughnasadh or Lammas, as some call it.
And as much as I enjoy having celebrations to look forward to, I've got to say I don't really connect to all the Sabbats. I have read up on the histories of each and they all seem to have their own origins from different places. However, no matter the origin, I feel there is some pressure as a witch to celebrate these holidays. When in reality not all of us have a connection to the wheel as strongly as others might. Personally I've always been more connected to only Samhain, or Halloween as it's most commonly known. Yule has always been a close second, because it is much more widely celebrated. As I developed my path more I opened myself up to the entire wheel, and as much as I'd love to say I celebrate them, I just... don't. Now here's the point of this post... you ready? It's OKAY not to. That's right. I'm giving us permission, as witches, to not find meaning in every thing that we are "supposed" to hold meaningful. Some witches jive with moon phases, some with a room full of crystals, some with the cosmos and astrology, some with everything. I'm here to tell you and REASSURE you you are not a bad witch for not having interest in every little aspect. I'd also like to say, my mental health plays a lot into what I can and can't hold space for. Some times I can't be bothered to celebrate. Some times I can't be bothered to even write a blog post about it. This era we are living in is so exposed and so involved. Some times it's ok just to like a little candle and say thanks. You don't have to do a full on aesthetic party (UNLESS YOU TRULY WANT THAT FOR YOURSELF GO HARD!). I'm talking more to the people who feel an obligation more than desire. Do NOT feel obligated to insert any aspect of the craft into your practice if you don't feel right. I think more people need to hear that it's ok not to be excited around certain things. And by golly I will be one of those voices reassuring you you are not a bad witch for not wanting to participate in every thing. They will always be there for you to explore if you so choose. I also write this as I continue to learn tarot, runes, astrology, pantheons, and candle magic (heh). Listen, do what you want and make it personal to you. Magic thrives where your heart sings. So find your rhythm and don't worry about what other people sing. Happy witching!~
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It's hard to get started.
All throughout school I would procrastinate projects. People may have warned, don't really remember if they did, about how that would translate to real life. Spoiler alert, it does not translate well. I put off so many beginnings because I'm either uncertain where to even start or I'm afraid of it going well and garnering unwanted attention. Does anyone else think like this? If I do, by a miracle of a chance, get started, I ultimately don't finish out of the same fear. Enchanted Fern has kinda been the project that continues to keep restarting and never really gaining traction to roll up the hill and see what's on the other side. I have a vision for what I want, but I also have no idea how to do it. So this is me just constantly trying to figure it out. I'm an opinionated person. Always have been. I have lots of thoughts and ideas and this will be my place to sort of lay them down and discuss them. Point is, I'm trying. I need to make more of an effort. I struggle with mental illness and a lot of times I get down for not completing ideas. It's not because I don't want to. I'm just scared. So this is my attempt to face that fear. I hope in turn I can help others face their fears. Next post will be the beginning of spiritual talk. My witchy path, working with spirits and deities, and so forth. I hope you join me! |
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